Just a continuation

Why did I even thought life could be better in an isekai?

When I was a bellow the average guy I always dreamt about die and reincarnate in a different world; a world of fantasy, with magic, dragons, and those. However, the last I thought was that that dream would came truth in the worst way possible.

I always thought that if I did end in an isekai, I would die almost instantly, eaten by a dragon or the like. Or, with my luck, I would end as a vagabond or slave… probably leading to suicide. But it was neither good nor bad, it was… just boring.

Truth be told, I’m truly grateful about not ending in a hellish world living in eternal suffering. But not being able to experience something close to a power fantasy is… just a continuation of my old life.

I know I should be more grateful about my new circumstance: I reincarnated as a good looking elf girl with lots of magic and a natural athletic constitution, I even have talent for sports. I’m sure two halves of the multi-universe would kill to be in my position; but that doesn’t change the fact that this is a boring world, it is a basically a copy of the twenty first century world I used to live.

At first I was overjoyed about the magic and the fantasy elements of this world, but as I grew accustomed to them I got bored about them. Having lots of magic is useless in a modern society with little use for it. Also, the world is not just almost completely explored, it is connected by a faster web than that of my previous world, so there are not real adventures left for people not interested on archeology or those kind of sciences. Even magic is studied as another part of physics, med, and chemistry.

The athletic attributes bestowed on me are nothing but a waste, since I wasn’t interested in becoming a professional athlete neither enrolling to police, fire bombers, or army. I really will have to ask forgiveness from God once I die again.

Also, it’s painful, but once again, I didn’t born with artistic talents, and my efforts to play an instrument, sing, dance, draw manga, paint, or write a light novel were a waste of time. I even tried acting and failed completely. I won’t deny that thanks to all that I have good memories about my second youth, but at the end I had to face reality.

With all that… I ended living a plain and average life until, once again, I ended in a boring office job.

I wonder if, since I was born as a woman and since I have been living my last one hundred twenty years as one, it is time to experience that part of my second life. I’m still young for an elf and humans and other species would still see me as a girl barely above twenty. I am popular with guys, since I obviously know how to interact with them, and my appearance is a little above the average. But even after all this time, I’m still feel awkward about the subject. Even my dad says I’m still too young to think about that subject, he is the kind of father that would see his daughter as a little princess even after becoming a woman. Though my mother always scolds him saying its already time for me to become a woman… I am sure my parents are the greatest bless I got in this isekai.

Maybe I should accept the invitation for a cup of that oni-guy from accountancy, all the other girls say he is “super hot”. I wonder if my gloominess and nerdy likes won’t scare him, if his is looking for something else than a casual sex encounter. Well, I won’t know if I don’t give him a chance and maybe sex as a woman is as it is said it is…