Pathetic woman

This is depressing. I’m a useless and pathetic woman, if I can say so myself.

It all started little after the Great Shift landed me in this woman’s body. I found myself in an unknown country, in an unknown body, surround by chaos and confusion. Those days were utterly hard. But as things calmed down, I finally got a chance to actually began to understand my new situation: going from male to female.

It took almost two years for my identity claim process to begin and it extended for another two years. Four years in which I had to live as Erika… Along with the group therapy I did with others in my same circumstances, I also partook on mixed group therapy. It was there that I met Sarah, a woman who landed in a male body.

It was a weird friendship, but it helped us to get used to out new sex. However, as we got used to it, we let our relationship grew to something else. It was wonderful. Unfortunately, it wasn’t meant to be. Our identities claims were solved about the same time and we had to return to our original countries.

After that, we tried a long distance relationship. I was fine for a whole year, but… We had barely talk in the last weeks. And on our last conversations the distance was completely visible… However, here I am, masturbating to his photo.

How did I end as such a pathetic woman? Maybe is time to say goodbye to this insubstantial virtual relationship and move on… snif.